My Life

2011-07-25T23:48:00.001+08:00

please. please. please. please. please last 4 weeks. please.

2011-07-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

another 8 hrs.

2011-07-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

my death period is reaching.

2011-07-18T21:59:00.000+08:00

helpless.

2011-07-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

the cruel of life.

2011-07-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

how long will I hold on?

2011-07-07T01:13:00.001+08:00

will tomorrow get worse?

2011-07-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

as usual. I am feeling horrible now. Scared, cold, depressed. I trying to get back some motivation in life to push myself but it dont seems to be coming the right way. Thursday, I skipped school. I went alone to East Coast Park and sat there alone. I looked at the sea, see the birds, hear the sound of the wave and hear to the song ''Kiss the rain'' by yiruma. It was peaceful. No stress, nothing, only beautiful memories of the past. But it could be better it could be if there was someone there with me. What is exactly wrong with me? I have no idea. I am just feeling extremely pressure and stress. I dont look foward to any thing. I am just so scared of everything that is coming. I feel like crying out. I seriously do. Is there anyone out there who can lend me a shoulder for me to lie on? I am tired, really really tired. Who say guys dont cry. Guys are humans too. Guys have emotions too. School is just too stress on me. Presentations are coming. How am I going to handle it. I really have no idea. Got back my first mid sem test paper on wednesday. Not too bad. 28.5 over 50. Not that great, I passed. Got back my second paper today. 23.5 over 40. Was quite upset, I didnt expect it be that bad. Never mind either. I told myself at least I passed. I tried my best. I just feel very depressed in school. I feel very uncomfortable with the environment. I tried my best to adapt to the people, to the fast pace of life, to the problems. I tried everything. I went to see a counsellor. I went to see a doctor. I told myself not to be that stressed up. I tried to solve my problems. I told myself to be more confident. I took advice from siblings, mum and friends. I really tried everything but I am feeling as usual. In class, I just feel so uncomfortable. I am really afraid of pulling down my project mates. I really do. Its alright if I go down alone but I really dont want to make other people go down with me. No one will understand the stress inside me. It is just so stressful to be in a group with members who are good. I already have problems communicating comfortably within my group, how am I going to do my presentation? God out there, please, I ask for your guidance. I just feel very hopeless. I feel useless.

2011-06-27T19:38:00.001+08:00

when will it get better? when?

2011-06-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

humans are scary.

2011-06-19T01:40:00.003+08:00

I wish I had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me. I wish I didnt work so hard. I wish I had the courage to express my feelings. I wish I had the courage to communicate well with my friends. I wish that I had let myself be happier. I believe all this are more than enough to express my thoughts if I am not in this complicated world one day. I just cant forced myself to be happier. I am struggling.

2011-04-04T12:50:00.004+08:00

Yes, I got into temasek poly. But I am not feeling as happy I expected myself to be. I guess I dont have anyone to share my happiness with. 2 years in ITE, 2 years just passed. Who can return me 2 years of my life? Yes, I did make it but I am still feeling very sad that I am slower by people pace by 2 years. Before O lvls, I told myself that I should never get myself into ITE with my aged father situation. Although I dont really like him but afterall he is still my father. And now I need to face the fact that I had to spend 2 fucking years in the NS after poly when he is close to be 70 soon. This thing is really going through my mind for quite a long while. My mum do tell me that I shouldnt worry much as alot of people in their 70s and 80s do still have a healthy lifestyle but my father DONT. He stop working and do useless stuff everyday. He eat unhealthily. And I DONT talk to him. I just cant bring myself to talk to him normally again. The sight of him just make me detest him even more. He just dont understand the action of him is really irritating. He dont understand the good intention of people. In the end what? I am the one who had to bear this age gap stress. Family? No. Broken family I do have one. I really do have a good broken family. Another member in my family that left me most disappointed is my sister. She changed. She really changed. If doraemon can give me a life reflection mirror, I will definitely show it to her. Her attitude to my mum especially. Sometime I really try my best to accompany my mum as much as I can but there is a limit I can do. I knew my mum favourite child is still my sis afterall. My brother is in bad terms with my sister. I am in bad terms with my father. My mother is in bad terms with my father. This isnt a family at all. I really wish to have a happy family. A happy family. I do have a friend sis who brought their whole family to korea. I really respect this sister alot alot. I really hoped that my sis or bro will take the initiative to bring this pathetic family out for a trip together. At least once I hoped. This family cant wait for me to bring them overseas when I grow up cause I am a stupid son who is doing slow in life.I seriously hate my life. FUCK MY LIFE. Please god, I'm sorry what I had done previously. I hope you see things differently in life. Bless my good side. Punish me bad side. I really need the courage to continue on walking.

2011-01-31T23:52:00.001+08:00

I am tired..really really tired.

2011-01-10T22:40:00.006+08:00

I feel like a lonely stray kid in the big street. No one knows how i suffer through these days. No one care, no one share, everyone in the world is so selfish to mind their own business, after they finished used you to achieve their goal, get what they want, they just desert and kick you away. I am feeling extremely sad now. I almost break down. even there is, it would be a silent tear cause no one else other than me is suffering from it. It is a kind of issue that I dont wish to talk about, but keeping unhappiness inside my heart is making me hard to breathe. hope to find a place to shout everything out and release my true heart. This holiday time is the toughest time for me, it is such a suffer for me the always happy-go-lucky person to shout and get desperate and get mad at. Whenever I am out, people tend to ask me why do I look so depressed sad bored etc, I dont wished to be this too. I'm sorry. Who doesnt want to be a cheerful person? Who wish to be a idiotic pessimisitic sad emotional bastard and affect the mood of other people? Who does nt wish to enjoy themselves? Who doesnt? No one wished. I always try very hard to present myself in a smart and happy manner. But I'm sorried again. I just cant seems to do it. There are just lots of lots of unhappines inside which people just dont understand. I always wished to have a truthful pal to share my unhappines, share their troubles, lend them a hearing ear but it always turn out that people that are closes to me hurt me the most. Friends family, everyone is the same. They just dont understand how their actions words can hurt a person. I have really learnt alot these day. You can only trust yourself in this big frightening world. What you see now isnt necessarily what you will see in the future. There is just something blocking your pathway.

2010-11-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

I will never be the person I used to be anymore.

2010-11-21T20:58:00.002+08:00

I was never a happy person.

2010-10-20T00:02:00.001+08:00

I getting sick of life.

2010-09-16T19:49:00.004+08:00

what is the point of life? what are we fighting for exactly? Life with no directions is not fun at all.You are just simply walking aimlessly.

2010-06-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

hating is tiring.

2010-06-25T20:11:00.002+08:00

do you know what's worth fighting for, when its not worth dying for, does it take your breath away, and you feel yourself suffocating, does the pain weight out the pride.

2010-06-19T12:03:00.000+08:00

its time to move on again. you are just being too optimistic.

2010-02-16T13:06:00.002+08:00

In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away
With my feelings on the march wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring
The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I'm a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn
I'm standing at the door to a new world
What I've realized is that I'm not alone
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has the made me?
I hope I'm the same for you
From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has the made me?
I hope I'm the same for you.

2009-10-15T23:31:00.007+08:00

A story of Friendship

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco."Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me."Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him.""There's something you should know," the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us.""I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live.""No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us.""Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide.The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are.Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.Tonight, before you tuck yourself in for the night, say a little prayer that God will give you the strength you need to accept people as they are, and to help us all be more understanding of those who are different from us!!! There's a miracle called Friendship That dwells in the heart You don't know how it happens Or when it gets started But you know the special lift It always brings. And you realize that Friendship Is God's most precious gift!Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share a word of praise, and they always want to open their hearts to us. Show your friends how much you care....

P.S Thanks to friends who are always there for me. I really appreciate it a lot. I am not good in expressing my feelings. I really want to say a thousand thanks to all of you.

2009-10-15T23:30:00.001+08:00

Corrinne May On The Side Of Me

I'm not the easiest person to loveI'm often the one who lets things go unresolvedYet you choose to beOn the side of meOn the side of meYet you choose to be on the side of meOn the side of meI'm not too proud of some thingsI've done in my lifeThe skeletons in my closetAre too big for me to hideYet you choose to beOn the side of meOn the side of meBlessed CharityYou're on the side of meOn the side of me'Cause everyone needs a friend to holdWhen it's cold outsideAnd there's no place to goEveryone needs a friend to holdAll alone I criedThere was no place to goI remember when nobody caredBut youI'm not the easiest person to loveBut you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth'Cause you choose to beOn the side of meOn the side of meWhat a mysteryYou're on the side of meOn the side of me'Cause everyone needs a friend to holdWhen it's cold outsideAnd there's no place to goEveryone needs a friend to holdAll alone I criedThere was no place to goI remember when nobody caredI remember when nobody caredNobody caredBut you... Yeah you choose to beOn the side of meOn the side of me

2009-10-05T15:38:00.003+08:00

Cant cry hard enough

I'm gonna live my life Like everyday's the last Without a simple goodbye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now I'm gonna open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes, up in the sky There it goes, beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Gonna look back in vain And see you standing there But all that remains is an empty chair And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now There it goes, up in the sky There it goes, beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now.

2009-07-10T16:06:00.001+08:00

Michael Jackson 1958-2009

Heal the world

Theres a place inYour heartAnd I know that it is loveAnd this place couldBe muchBrighter than tomorrowAnd if you really tryYoull find theres no needTo cryIn this place youll feelTheres no hurt or sorrowThere are waysTo get thereIf you care enoughFor the livingMake a little spaceMake a better place...Heal the worldMake it a better placeFor you and for meAnd the entire human raceThere are people dyingIf you care enoughFor the livingMake a better placeFor you and for meIf you want to know whyTheres a love thatCannot lieLove is strongIt only cares forJoyful givingIf we tryWe shall seeIn this blissWe cannot feelFear or dreadWe stop existing andStart livingThen it feels that alwaysLoves enough forUs growingSo make a better worldMake a better world...Heal the worldMake it a better placeFor you and for meAnd the entire human raceThere are people dyingIf you care enoughFor the livingMake a better placeFor you and for meAnd the dream we wereConceived inWill reveal a joyful faceAnd the world weOnce believed inWill shine again in graceThen why do we keepStrangling lifeWound this earthCrucify its soulThough its plain to seeThis world is heavenlyBe gods glowWe could fly so highLet our spirits never dieIn my heartI feel you are allMy brothersCreate a world withNo fearTogether we cryHappy tearsSee the nations turnTheir swordsInto plowsharesWe could really get thereIf you cared enoughFor the livingMake a little spaceTo make a better place...Heal the worldMake it a better placeFor you and for meAnd the entire human raceThere are people dyingIf you care enoughFor the livingMake a better placeFor you and for meHeal the worldMake it a better placeFor you and for meAnd the entire human raceThere are people dyingIf you care enoughFor the livingMake a better placeFor you and for meHeal the worldMake it a better placeFor you and for meAnd the entire human raceThere are people dyingIf you care enoughFor the livingMake a better placeFor you and for meThere are people dyingIf you care enoughFor the livingMake a better placeFor you and for meThere are people dyingIf you care enoughFor the livingMake a better placeFor you and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for meYou and for me

2009-07-08T21:09:00.001+08:00

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,When the funds are low and the debts are high And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,When care is pressing you down a bit,Rest if you must, but don't you quit.Life is queer with its twists and turns,As every one of us sometimes learns,And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out,don't give up though the pace seems slow.You may succeed with another blow.Success is failure turned inside out.The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,And you never can tell how close you are,It may be near when it seems so far.So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit.It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

Boon Hing,jia you><

2009-06-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

I read this story on the internet.This is a true story that happened in Japan.In order to renovate the house, someone in Japan tear open the wall.Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls.When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stucked there because a nail from outside hammered into one of its feet.He sees this, feels pity and at the same time curious, as when he checked the nail, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was first built.What happened? The lizard has survived in such position for 10 years!?!! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving,it is impossible and mind boggling.Then he wondered, how this lizard survived for 10 years without moving a single step - since its feet was nailed!So, he stopped his work and observed the lizard,what has it been doing and what has it been eating? Later, don't know from where appears another lizard,with food in its mouth... AHHH!He was stunned and touched deeply. For the lizard that was stucked by nail, another lizard has been feeding it for the past 10 years...Such a love, such a beautiful love!! Such love happened even on this tiny creature. What can love do? It can do wonders. Love can do miracles.
Imagine it has been doing it for a tiredsome 10 yrs, without giving up hope on its partner. Imagine what a small creature can do that a creature blessed with the brilliant mind can't.I have really learnt from this story that a true love relationship isnt really all about what most of the society said.the 5Cs.Condo credit card car etc.A true love relationship can be a simple and happy one.It depends how you want it to be.A true love relationship is about acceptance .Accepting who they are.You pose no condition.Appreciating them.Their companionship,their humor, their insights.I was chatting with my friend on this topic for almost half of the day.We shares the same views.Life is actually simple.In my life,I do hear before of true stories of people who neglect and leave their loves one just because they are sick.How cruel can a human be.I believe this story do not necessarily need to be on a love relationship.It can be apply to our families,our friends and the people who actually cares for us around.Life is short.I believe the most general thing a human being should do now is to cherish the people around us.

2009-06-04T19:17:00.003+08:00

a tired week.napha test.late afternoon lesson.project.at last the week is coming to an end.Another week to go before my 3 weeks holidays "break".Still need do research on project-.-.Talking about project, my group had finish the filming part.Everything went rather smoothly.Got a good place to do the filming.Everyone was very cooperative.The filming was rather fun.haha.Man,I think i was laughing throughout the video.gonecase.lol.

2009-05-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

Results is out for my first CA test.I got an A for my test=D.kudos to me.ahaha.Hope the subsequent tests I will do well too.Sat on the circle line back with yu xin and kelvin.Took only 3 mins from bishan to serangoon.Its damnnnn fast.I guess I can start waking up everyday at 7.30am without being late for class.hahaha.

2009-05-27T22:09:00.004+08:00

school life is boring.I wan to have hols soon.The teachers are nice.friends are nice.It is jus that the modules are boring.ahaha.I starting to miss secondary school life man.Secondary school food.Secondary school soccer kakis. Secondary school teachers.How nice if we can stay young forever.haha.Dream on man=.=anyway I just received my friend birthday party invitation at changi chalet during june hols.haha.It is someone 21st birthday!hahaha.someone is getting old le=x

2009-05-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

I am feeling terrible now.

2009-05-14T20:24:00.003+08:00

Got back my accounting mock test paper today.I scored 90 out of 100.I wasnt really feeling that happy when I saw the marks.I knew that I could do it even better.I knew I definitely could.Next wednesday will be then my first real test.I will give it my best effort.
I am feeling quite troubled now.In life,there are certainly barriers in between that will obstruct your life.In order to leap through those barriers,you need to think about ways.Ways that will help.But sometimes,it takes courage and time to overcome it.I really want to overcome this life barrier I am having now.I will try to overcome it.But at the same time,I am having doubts on whether can I do it.There was a friend who told me this phrase"I do it because I can,I can because I want to,I want to because you said I couldnt"I was telling myself this frequently.I hope it does help.

2009-04-17T16:46:00.003+08:00

School had started for 1 week.I guess I had already adapted life in ITE le.Met lots of nice people.Happy to know them.I think everyone in IQE had the same aim same target.To make it to poly.I believe we all can make it.IQE jia you.

2009-03-25T02:20:00.002+08:00

Bye friendship,I nver thought we'd be ruined,I guess we are ruined.I am so sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.I am sorry.

2009-03-25T02:11:00.003+08:00

I messed up today.Not something I wanted to do.I ruined a friendship.You wanted to be right but I forced you to be wrong.Because of my words,now you are packing.Saying alright then,I am gone.Now I am backing up and giving you space.So now I am looking at the blank spaces hoping time can turn back and not doing what I had did.I am crying inside because you were really a good friend of mine

2009-03-25T02:06:00.002+08:00

I remember the time when we laugh and share,we were the very best friend.I am wondering does it ends tonight?How can someone so close just wave you with a bye.I must had did something wrong.I must had been lacking something.I wasnt a good friend.I thought I was good.I wasnt.Now theres nothing to do.A friendship lost.Is a very sad thing.The angels were singing but they are crying now.

2009-03-25T02:04:00.002+08:00

friendship is one of the main thing that makes life colourful.When you have a friend to confide in,suffering seems to past by soon.Pleasure seems to be more intense.Everything is better when you have a friend to share with it.

2009-03-25T01:51:00.003+08:00

A loss of a friend hurts.The loss of a best friend hurts more, But it is never a true loss. Everyday you will see something that reminds you of them.This will bring a memory.A memory of the times you spent together,followed by another,a memory of how you went your seperate ways.They will always be in your mind. They never really leave you.

2009-03-25T01:47:00.001+08:00

When we lose something that is precious to us, we are left with a feeling of sadness. Whether it is a precious friend or even a treasured object, the loss can be hard to bear. It is as if a part of you has gone missing. Throughout our life we amass collections of friends and treasured possessions. Having close relationships help us feel as if we are not alone in the world. When we lose someone or something that is precious to us, we may realize that there is a certain aloneness that can never be filled.

2009-03-25T01:09:00.016+08:00

i am so sorry for those hurting words.I was feeling very down at that time.I dont want our friendship to end just like this.I want you to know that I have my point of being angry too but of cuz u have the point to be angry too.Both sides are in fault but I hope that u will understand the reasons for why I am being angry with u and of cuz I wiill reflect on myself why you are angry with me.But what I can say now to you is
1)Regarding about the revenging thing,I didnt have the intention at all.It was words of anger.I am sorry.
2)I am sorry for that particular day,I was really very tired.
3)I am sorry for saying about the friend thing.I didnt mind it at all.It was just a joke.I knew.I was just very fed up when u r angry when i am only joking about this whoever.But for this thing,I admit I was in wrong.I didnt care how you felt.you did had feelings for this whoever while I didnt have for this whoever.I suppose that was the reason.I am truely sorry.I am a guy.I should had a thought for you.I didnt do that.I am sorry.　
I do not want our friendship to just end like this.Do you know right now at the moment when i m typing this post,i m in tears.I dono why I m in tears too.It sound so silly of me.I am a guy yet I am typing all this tears crap.But I am not ashamed or shy letting people knowing.I wan you to know how far the xtend I treat you as my friend.I really hope we will be friends again soon.I had not forget what u had done for me.Getting for me birthday gifts,helping out in my homework,cheering me up,giving me advices and many many more.I do not take all this things for granted.I thank god for giving me such a wonderful friend.Why are we quarrelling in the first place?Is our friendship that fragile?Fragile until we are quarrelling about a stranger.I treasure this friendship a lot.I guess i m not gonna sleep tonight.I will reflect on what I had did.I dont want our friendship to end.I dont want.I am sorry.Whether you will still treat me as back a friend,what i wan to tell u is.I will still treat you as my best buddy no matter what.I am sorry for those hurting words.

2009-03-20T13:10:00.003+08:00

Met up with working friends at suntec to watch the moving coming soon.The movie was quite short but the storyline was rather interesting.After our movie,we didnt know where to go so we just tour around the suntec area..suntec convention hall,marina square,raffles city....People on the street go where,we just follow.lol.Around 6,we went to seoul garden for our dinner.Had a fun dinner.Everyone confused jerene whether the meat was a chicken or rather a beef.She didnt like to eat beef.But well, in the end she thinks beef was rather nice too.hahs.Later,went to esplanade to had a chat.We sat at those chairs by the river.It was accompanied by nice songs.There was an outdoor concert going on.The mood was there.I felt very peaceful and relax.We parted at around 9 plus.Rui jun portia and jerene took train.Damian and I took bus.He took 70 just outside the suntec area.I took 80 at the bugis area.When waiting for bus,guess what.7 police cars came.Total of 30 policemen I think.They surrounded this group of arabs people.There was only around 6 to 7 arabs people but 20 plus policemen came to confront them.lmao.lol.I didnt really know what had happen.Those policemen were like superstars la.All the people at the bus stop were staring at those policemen like as though they were David beckham or Jackie Chan.Reached home at 11 plus.Traffic jam.lmao.lol.
Sometimes I find great inertia to meet up with friends.Especially friends that I havent seen in a long time.The anti-social side of me kicks in and I find myself lazy to entertain.Even though I'm the one who much prefer to get out of the house then cooping myself at home,I would much prefer to just meet up with people closest to my heart.Its often the case that once I managed to overcome this inertia,I will find it a joy that I had met up with them.At the end of the day,I am a happy and satisfied boy.I guess I had already treat those working friends as also one of my close friends:)Looking foward to our next outing friends.yeah^^

2009-03-19T01:39:00.002+08:00

Met up with primary school friends at Plaza Singapura to watch movie.Been a long time since we met.Everyone was doing well in life except me.haix.Well,watched this movie call "Mallcop".The movie is really really nice.Really will encourage readers to go watch.You all will definitely like it.Its a comedy show.Very very funny.hahas.Tmr watching movie again.woots.lol.This time going with working friends.Watching a ghost movie call "Coming Soon".Hope it will be real scary or else not exciting le.lol.Anyway wei yang is going tmr to japan for 3 weeks plus 4 days hong kong.Bon Voyage Wei Yang.haha.Enjoy your 25 days holiday.lol.25 days,o man.I want it too.

2009-03-13T22:06:00.003+08:00

Went to Suntec with my mother just now.Shop and shop and shop.Had lunch at pepper lunch restaurant.Very very very very niceeeee.Ordered their chicken pepper lunchset.The rice super tasty la but the portion very small la.Dono there can "Jia Fan" one anot de.lol.Also ordered a green tea ice cream.Well,the ice cream taste quite normal.Dont really encourage people to order that.After that went to walk around suntec and millenia walk.Saw this shop that was having promotion for their sports shoe.Saw one very light adidas sports shoe called what adidaszero de.Actual price $212 but after their huge 50 percent discount,it will be around $106.Actually wanted to buy one but I scared their original price is ownself make high high then minus 50 percent discount.Normally shops always like this one.If really is ownself make the price high high then minus,the offered price will still be around the same as the original price.Reached home at 10.

2009-03-12T18:31:00.001+08:00

Mother's Love for a Child "PAID IN FULL"

A little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and he handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on. After his mom dried her hands on an apron, she read it, and this is what it said:
TearsFor cutting the grass: $5.00For cleaning up my room this week: $1.00 For going to the store for you: $.50Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping: $.25Taking out the garbage: $1.00For getting a good report card: $5.00For cleaning up and raking the yard: $2.00Total owed: $14.75
Well, his mother looked at him standing there, and the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind. She picked up the pen, turned over the paper he'd written on, and this is what she wrote: For the nine months I carried you while you were growing inside me: No Charge. For all the nights that I've sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you: No Charge. For all the trying times, and all the tears that you've caused through the years: No Charge.Paid In FullFor all the nights filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead: No Charge.For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose: No Charge.
When you add it up, the cost of my love is: No Charge. When the boy finished reading what his mother had written, there were big tears in his eyes, and he looked straight up at his mother and said, "Mom, I sure do love you." And then he took the pen and in great big letters he wrote: "PAID IN FULL".

2009-02-28T03:39:00.002+08:00

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.
Charles R. Swindoll quotes

Dont you all think what the quotes saying is very meaningful?I agree totally with it.In life,attitude is the most important thing.No matter how poor you are,how stupid you are,how terrible you are,what people look out for is your attitude.God asks no man whether he will accept life. That is not the choice. You must take it. The only question is how.Nothing in life is perfect.

2009-02-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

Celebrated rui jun birthday yesterday.Hope she will like it.Our surprise were quite scrolled up.lol.but I think the most important is the sincerity we put into this celebration ba.Well done everyone.Jerene damian and portia gave a dairy with all the staff fotos and messages in it.How sweet isit urh.haha.If I was the one who received it,I will definitely feel very touch.For me, I bought a bear.lol.The bear stays in a big box.The big box looks like a house.lol.Then got this auntie came in and say"wahh,kfc arh?"lol.Sing birthday song,eat cake,gave presents,chat,took fotos.haha.was very fun yesterday la.Portia and rui jun then went to work le.Me,jerene and damian stay in the office to chat.Had a rather long chat.For a hour plus i guess?During this one hour plus,listen stories,chat about weird customer,outing and about yu ting.Wondering what I am talking about this yu ting thing ba?It is about when rain will be stopping.lol.Our supervisor came in.I asked her yu ting le ma?She replied"urh.what wei ting?"lol.then jerene and damian went to prank her say"Nerh,the new cashier,yu ting."lol lol.Not only our supervisor was being prank.Uncle Xie was also being prank.lol.

2009-02-26T00:10:00.002+08:00

Not going shatec anymore.Going ite bishan.After considering all the factors if i go shatec,i decided to choose ite bishan.The past few nights I thought over it le,I can go poly to do my diploma if I do well in ite.So I going to give it a try.

2009-02-17T14:13:00.002+08:00

got accepted into shatec to do my certificate course in hotel and restaurant operations.Gonna spend an extra year to do this course in order to continue to do my diploma in tourism in shatec.Total of 4 years.haix.My results couldnt get me to poly.If I go ite,I could only choose between accounting and banking service which I show little interest in it.Well,what could I do.I deserved all this.But no matter what,time cant turn back.I going to put in 110%effort during my shatec time.I dont want history to repeat again.And anyway thanks for those friends who were encouraging me to stay positive while waiting for the shatec interview results.haha.I finally got in.

2009-02-11T18:58:00.002+08:00

it had been a long time since i blog.life is fine.Today was my last day working in ntuc.Mixed feelings.Sad I guess?Missed the auntie and uncle who work there.They taught me a lot of valuable stuff during this one month plus.Though was like always scolded by them but I am sure I must had did something wrong that make them angry.But no matter whether I am in wrong or I am not,I accept the scolding.They are the elders.Before I went,the manager told me to study hard.After he said that,my impression of him totally change.Frankly speaking,I didnt like him at all.The first few days when I start work,I find him rather a nice guy.He talk to me on studies,call me dont give up,work hard..etc.But slowly after that,I didnt really like him cuz of some reaons that I wouldnt say anything about it. But I guess everyone in this world is not perfect.I am not perfect too.There might be a lot of people who dont like me too.But no matter what,I still think that my manager is a very nice guy.I took number from him today.In fact,I walk the whole ntuc to take numbers.lol.And also I will miss my new friends there.All of them are very nice people.Very happy to know all of them.

2009-01-07T21:23:00.003+08:00

went to republic poly open house with vinod today.there really like airport terminal 3.lol.Hope I can get into that school.Got the course I like there.I think everyone got a wrong impression about rp.A lot of people say it is a lousy school a noob school etc.It is not a lousy school.It is just new.Give the school a few more years,I am sure the standard will get higher.Anyway I wouldnt care what about other people think la if really I get into that school.Talking about the school facilities,only a word can match.WOW.lol.inside really like some sort of resort.12th jan results is out.really hope I will pass.arh.lets change topic.o ya,today vinod and me encounter a funny incident.lol.We were inside causeway point toilet.Then got this grandpa urining at the urinator.then his grandson i suppose want to see what is he doing.lol.then the grandpa said in chinese" bu ke yi kan de!"lol.In english means this cannot see de.lol.vinod and me were laughing our ass off.the grandson very cute.lol.

2009-01-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

started working at ntuc le.all the uncle auntie there all very nice.lol.got one auntie there call kar choo then all the workers there call her pikachu.haha.although the pay there is low but i really enjoy working there.tml working morning shift.need sleep early tonight.o ya.vinod saw me today.we chatted for a while.nothing much to blog le.lol.wish everyone a happy new year:)

2008-12-30T23:17:00.002+08:00

Year 2009 is coming.What is your wishes for 2009?For me is rather simple.Firstly,I hope that my family my friends will stay healthy.Without good health,even how rich you are,you wouldnt be happy.Secondly,I hope my results wouldnt be as bad as what I thought.Maybe adding on with the third one,I hope she will do very well overseas.Its timothy birthday tomorrow.An early wish from me.Timothy,happy 17th birthday =D.Went to johore few days back.The new checkpoint sucks.lol.It was super jammed.It was so big but still jammed-.-.Bought 2 t shirts at johore for 40 ringit.Cheap huh.haha.40 ringit only around 18 dollars.Per shirt 9 dollars.lol.Went queenstown with my friend.He bought an adidas f10 street soccer boots for 69.Rather a good deal.Went to another shop and found out that it was selling at 102.-.-.That uncle stil told us offer offer.lol.Scammer guy.

2008-12-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

TV actor Chew Chor Meng had been diagnose with muscular dystrophy.Muscular dystrophy is a genetic disease.It is incurable and causes progressive muscle weakness.Yesterday during the 10pm channel 8 news,it reported.The doctor hinted him to spend more time with his kids.You all guys should get what it means.After knowing this news,I really pity him.In this world,those bastards like osama and maas selamat dont die.Those who die are the good ones.Why is it always like this?I still remember watching Chor Meng acting in shows like Mr Kiasu that was my favourite.LOL.Dont worry be happy(Lobang King)(DAMN LONG AGO) ..He was really a good actor.He was one of my favourite male actor.I really hope miracle will happen to him.Hope god will bless him.Anyone who see this,I hope you all will pray for him too.Lets hope he will be fine=)

2008-12-14T00:10:00.002+08:00

Happy 22th birthday sis=)

2008-12-14T00:08:00.001+08:00

*school song

2008-12-13T20:06:00.003+08:00

If I am a doraemon,I will definitely make myself become a primary school student again.Dont you all think being a primary school student is more fun?Lesser troubles and more happier.At that time,we are just so decent.I dont friend you you dont friend me etc.lol.I still remember when I was in primary school that time,I will go to school early in the morning everyday at 9am without fail just to play soccer.Although lessons start at 1pm,I wouldnt mind going school that early.lol.hardworking hur? Primary school was really fun la.lol.I still remember my friends and I were always late for eye exercise after recess break.We will still walk slowly all the way from the field and then go buy drinks at canteen.lol.lol.We dont give a damn about the teachers.lol.My favourite drink was PINK DOLPHIN.ahaha.now dont think got people drink le.5 years since I left pri school le.lol.I am quite shocked that I still can remember my school school.haha but the song changed a bit le.They modify it.The new one sound nicer to me.lol.

We the pupils of Xinghua Primary School
In spirit we are one
We'll always help each other
In studies and at play
Striving for excellence
In school from day to day

Humility and honesty
Love and respect for all
School and to country
We will answer to your call

We the pupils of Xinghua Primary School
In spirit we are one
We'll always help each other
In studies and at play
Striving for excellence
In school from day to day

http://www.xinghuapri.moe.edu.sg/cos/o.x?c=/wbn/pagetree&func=view&rid=24318

2008-12-09T12:50:00.002+08:00

shes gone shes gone shes gone shes gone.the story ends.

2008-12-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

if only she can stay in singapore,if only time can turn back,if only time can stop,if only she is a singaporean,if only i am not a singaporean.There are no if only.She will be leaving tml.If I am saying I am not sad,that is totally bullshit.I am feeling terrible now.There is a still a long route to go on.Life has its up and down.Life still continues.Time cant stop.Those memories will stay in my heart forever.Bon voyage ya.

2008-11-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

read up the news on the women who was killed by terrorist in india.damn the terrorist.life is that fragile.a life can just end within secs.hope the women family members can continue to live bravely.life is precious.every minute and second counts.treasure it.do what you want to do.dont leave it till the next day.
heard from my frend about this ghost encounter.the friends of his went to a karoake at marina square to sing.When paying that time, the counter ask them to pay fer the price of 3.But his friend told the counter that they only have 2 people.Why did they need to pay fer 3 people price.The counter guy let them see the cctv.The camera shows 3 people inside the room.Spooky hur.His friend just paid and didnt try to find out what happen.I believed the story.Do you all believe?

2008-11-25T22:08:00.001+08:00

morning swim.nihonmura.hmv.lucky plaza.far east.home.TIRED.

2008-11-20T15:04:00.002+08:00

I guess yesterday would be the last time I will be seeing you.Happy that you won the prom queen.I guess you are still the same girl I know you 2 years ago.Cheerful and mature.Yesterday you was really beautiful.I really miss the time we spent together last time.You going to leave for usa next month.I wish you all the best.Dont forget me as a friend ya.Up till now,I really did not regret liking you.If you happen to see this post,I hope you will not mind.I only wish to express my last thoughts on you before you leave for usa.Remember to keep in touch.If you are feeling down,I hope you know theres a friend who is here always for you.All the best for you in your future studies.

2008-11-18T17:31:00.002+08:00

Friends,tommorrow will be our prom night.Different mixed feelings though.Will really miss my friends.Friends, no matter where you all go,we will still be best buddy forever.

2008-11-15T11:00:00.002+08:00

happy birthday syarif and my own brother.yeah.both birthday fall on the same day.haha.yesterday my mother baked a cake fer my brother,sweet hur?o ya.yesterday at around 12.10am,when watching tennis on tv with my sister.We heard boom sound,car flipping sound.Oh my,guess what happen?We went outside see.A car had flipped 360 degree.There was 3 car involve in this accident.What I heard was.There was this car who was turning out.Another car on the main road could not stop to avoid it and crash to the car buttock.The car flipped 360 degree.The third car was just a stationary car.That car had prevented the car from flipping even further or else I guess there will be lives killed.And And you know the most funny thing is there was no one injured.Including the car driver that was flipped.Miracle right?Another thing is that the place that accident take place happened to be a newspaper mobile stall.Fortunately,the newspaper stall had close or else I couldnt imagine what will happen to the both elderly stall vendor.God is really kind.But one thing that really touch me was those people in my neighbourhood who went immediately to help and see was anyone hurt.Normally when I see this kind of accident,it really teaches me to treasure our relationships in the world.Regardless is our friends,our family,our relatives,we should really treasure it.Life is that fragile.

2008-11-12T19:36:00.003+08:00

its had been a period since I really blog.So yeah, gonna start today.O lvl is over,I dono what my results will be.I just wish to get into a poly course.I know I sound like a person with low expectation low target but what can I do?I know that I really didnt did well for O's.Went for job interview today.The boss got call me to treat him like a customer and introduce him the phone features.lol.I stumbled in between.Well,I am 80 percent sure I cant get the job.Since now I also not interested in the job, just hope I wouldnt be select.Went to watch a movie called quantum of solace yesterday.It was my first James Bond movie.I didnt watch any before.It was exciting.Actually wanted to catch the movie Madagascar 2 but dont have.I also want to watch coffin.But heard friends around said that it wasnt really nice.So no coffin movie for me.I stop here then.Hope all of my friends will get good results=)All the best.

2008-11-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

let fate decide for me.

2008-10-26T15:10:00.009+08:00

2008-10-24T14:58:00.000+08:00

i m just a useless guy.

2008-10-23T17:38:00.002+08:00

arhhh.fk.fk.fk.hand itchy.first qs neba ask fer bearing.i go write.but direction was right.aarhhhhh!MNC qs was ok.Tourism was ok but didnt really had time to do it well.First qs 5 mark.think oni can get 2 mark.no time to do.since it was 5 mark.not worth it.straight away proceeded to qs 2.qs 2 was ok.qs 3 was the fk one.12 marks qs.any how boom.Eco tourism brings minimuin damage or even no damage to the environment bla bla bla...think oni max marks fer qs 3 tourism qs is oni 5 marks ba.damn.7 marks gone.qs 1, 3 marks gone.map reading 1 marks gone.mnc i dono.arhhh.11 marks gone le la.fkkkk.50-13=37. ARHHHHH.FK

2008-10-22T13:37:00.001+08:00

arh.cant concentrate.study a bit then will keep think abt yst english essay.regret is the word i wan use.should have use my time well.arh.fk.

2008-10-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

haix.haix.haix.haix.haix.haix.

2008-10-21T09:04:00.001+08:00

chemistry paper 2 cleared.essay was tough.ar.I wan cry le la.Today is english paper 2 and 1.God bless me.

2008-10-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

O level practical cleared.Physics was ok la but chemistry was not that well done. My first observation wrong le.lol.My salt T just cant melt!I heard it will become liquid and after cooling, it will turn back to liquid.But mine was it cant even change to liquid.lol.Behind QA still managable ba.I believe I can pass ba.Hopefully.I need to chiong on chemistry and physics written paper to help me pull up my marks ba.

2008-10-14T12:13:00.002+08:00

2 days to practical.die.Today gonna chiong my QA book and past few months physics practical worksheets.Can anyone who see this pray for me that I will do well.Hope this O's faster finish ba.I cant wait fer it to end.I am already planning what to do after O's le.hha. A lot a lot a lot of stuff. Eat play eat play eat play first=x then work ba.lol. Going to buy lunch now.Hungry.Dono what to eat.

2008-10-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

today went to school fer english and chem. English cancelled. Walk around the school like a mad guy fer 1 hr i guess? cuz need wait fer chem lesson too.lol. 3 more days to O level science practical.OMG.Got my FIFA09 le! woots.lol.

2008-10-10T03:27:00.001+08:00

3.26am. sian.tml going school fer a fking entry proof.lost it.5 dollar.scam.

2008-10-08T22:18:00.001+08:00

WHO GOT PSP FIFA09? I WANT.

2008-10-07T11:04:00.019+08:00

honda s2000

subaru wrx

nissan silvia

aston martin

ferrari limousine

dodge viper

maserati

bugatti veyron

zonda pagani

lamborghini murcielago

ferrari enzo

Can anyone get me one of this cars?=x

2008-10-06T14:46:00.000+08:00

Chemistry chemistry chemistry chemistry

2008-10-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

O my.I said hi to a guy who I didnt noe. I thought he was my friend. As you all know if i dont wear specs or contact, I cant see clearly. I actualli said hi to him. He at there stare at me gong gong de. Then he said hi back to me.lol.So friends, if nxt time u see me and I dont say hi, I m sorry.lol. You all must be wondering why I dont like wear specs. Actualli I also dono. I used to love to wear specs. I know I sound weird.lol. Maybe small that time, I find that wearing specs is cool. I use to have tinted frameless specs but I broke it when playing soccer.arh.I also used to have ah pek specs too. Silver in colour de.lol. You wear my that silver specs, I can gurantee you you will look forever 80. I can give you warranty card too. Went to eat dinner outside just now, eat until so xin ku. Fluu from this morning till now, eat use tissue eat use tissue eat use tissue. The most pathetic thing was I couldnt feel taste my chinese tea well. My family drank the chinese until like so nice. And for me, it taste like water. Or should I say worse than water. This flu also made me miss my poa lesson this morning,sian. Morning was damn jia lat. Hope this fking flu faster go.

2008-10-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

It simply suck today.Headache.

2008-09-30T20:09:00.002+08:00

School was bored again today.Lucky tml is Hari Raya.Anyway wishes muslim student a happy Hari Raya.Gotta catch the champions league match tonight.lol.study and watch.lol.

2008-09-28T14:56:00.002+08:00

well,weekend was bored.F1 sucks, the track was so boring.Went fer poa lesson yst.Then half way the lesson, a cat walk into class. I laugh until like mad guy.lol. The teacher chase away but then the cat walk back into the class again. It just sat down and stare at the board as though it knew what the teacher was writing.lol.The cat was so cute la.My friend took a shot of it.If can get hold of the picture, gonna post it here.

2008-09-25T17:41:00.002+08:00

When I took bus 72 back home today, there was this handicap guy who board the bus with another man. I suppose that man was a caretaker of this handicap guy since both were different races. Caretaker was a malay while the handicap guy was a chinese. I realised everyone in the bus gave a stare at that handicap guy when he board the bus. I mean their stare was like for the entire trip de la. I see le also sian sia. From the handicap face, I knew he didnt wish to look back. Yes, I do admit I did look at him but not in that kind of extent until stare fer whole trip. I really dono whether those passenger in the bus seen before handicap people anot. Whats so attracting about that guy? He didnt wish to be a handicap too either. Although I wasnt that handicap guy on a wheelchair, I know how devastating he felt when everyone just turn at stared at him. He just sat there and look at the windows outside. Ai ya, dont talk about this handicap paralyse stuff le la. Mention it fer twice this week le.
Anyway, gonna go seoul garden with wei yang and other people on tuesday during study break. So long didnt go le. Woooo, tml PE! Bola!-.-

2008-09-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

lol.My first jog fer three weeks.Went jogging just now.School today was ok.Everything ok.Did our last chem practical practice. Ok la,I manage to do. Today hear my english teacher Mr Tan say"Yes!Man U won" He really mixes with us all quite well la.hha.The feeling like he is my classmate.Very nice feeling.lol.Mr Tan is no doubt a good english teacher,I will do my best in O levels to make him proud.

2008-09-23T19:16:00.002+08:00

F1 is getting nearer and nearer.wooo.lol.Although cant watch the race live but I am equally excited when I get to watch on tv.hhas. Let me predict a winner ba.hha.The first f1 night race champion will be.ermm.ermm..ermmm..Is either felipe massa or louis hamilton. Today school was ok la.nt as bad as yst.Die le la, I had stop jogging for almost 3 weeks plus le. Dont really have the motivation to run.lol.Just now I weight myself and found that I am 0.5kg heavier.LOL. Actualli a lot of people say i grow fatter le but for the past few years, my weight didnt really change. It stays the same but I dono why people always say i grow bigger.lol. Dono their bigger is fat or strong.lol.Should be fat ba most probably ba.lol.Cuz i ownself look at mirror also find myself fat sia.lol.After O level then run ba,lol.

2008-09-22T17:51:00.002+08:00

School was boreddd today...Real bored.

2008-09-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

Whats the difference between a paralyse person and a perfectly normal person? The answer is a paralyse person can do things which majority perfectly normal person cant do. Whats the reason behind this? The main reason is a paralyse person puts in twice thrice lots of lots of time effort more than a normal person does. They face the fact that they are paralyse. They know that no matter what how much tears they cry how much they scold, it will not change the fact they are paralyse. The only thing they know they can do is to prove to people they are still useful. Yeah, I really salute those paralyse people. Read up the newspaper and internet on those athlete who represented Singapore in the paralympics game in Beijing. Yeah, they did win. But the cash reward they got was not even half of what an athlete could get in the real olympics. 1 million for a gold in olympics. 100k for a gold in paralympics. This really irks me. How could they do this? In fact if I was the government, I will definitely give twice thrice the amount of money an athlete can get in the olympics. Why is this so? The reason is simple enough. I really respect them. Put yourself in a paralyse athletes's shoe, how much criticism how much gossiping you gonna face? Imagine a person who gossip about a paralyse and saying that he is no use to the world, he is jus a trash. How demoralising can it be? If this happens to me, I dont think I can take it. I might even think of ending my life. So it really sadden me when I read up news that the athlete could only get 1/10 of the prize money rewards. This is outrageous.But the main thing i wanna express to people is that I really respect and salute to those paralyse people especially those athlete who took part the paralympics.In my eyes, all of you are winners.

2008-09-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

Went suntec just now,saw the f1 street circuit,look really exciting.hha.wish can have a tix to go watch this coming sun. Cafe cannot study.Only monday to thurs,6-10pm.Wasted a trip all the way to suntec. Went eat dinner first then try our luck at the new National Library to see whether can study anot. Reached there, were trying to find the main library as there were many types of library.lol.I noe i sound weird, i also dono what am i talking.Find our library all the way to 10th floor using escalator. And the lmao thing is the main library was at b1. But the library at B1 was full. We check the directory.Study corner.Lvel 5.Took lift this time.lol. Full again,lol. Pek chek, went home with my friend. Took 147. Was chatting with my friends about poly courses just now, now i am quite rather interested in hotel management. lol. But dono can go in anot. Heard the cut off pt very low.

I misses you this friend seriously.

2008-09-20T14:12:00.001+08:00

Studay day!STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY!Going out with friends to study le.Bye.

2008-09-18T19:38:00.002+08:00

O lvl countdown, 20 plus more days, chiong arh.lol.

Friendship can really be that fragile. Few months ago we were still chatting that happily but now..
I might be weird sometime but this is my natural side of me, I apologize to you for that but it is really saddening to see you avoiding me.
Why cant you just say it straight to me, at least I know I am really irritating. At least I will know I should change.
Do you know how saddening can it be when you tries to avoid me when I am trying all ways to talk to you. Maybe I am straightfoward,maybe I am weird,maybe I am irritating. In this case, I will apologize to you for that.
I hope you will understand I treat you as my good friend but nothing else more. What I said last time was only bullshit. You should know how lame can I be. I am always scared you might feel uncomfortable what I said that time. I am sorry for that too.

2008-08-09T00:37:00.001+08:00

blog building in progress.lol.

2008-08-06T17:28:00.002+08:00

School was bored today.Took my POA and chem practical exams paper back. POA wasnt well done but chem practical was ok. Managed a pass fer my practical.

I'm afraid to close my eyes coz I might think of you.

2008-08-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

Took back my chemistry paper, it was badly badly done.Lessons ended 2.45 today,quite sian.Had our 5n vs 4E soccer match at field. Almost all 5N boys were on the soccer field watching and cheering, quite nice and hearten to see that.My toe had big blister,the boots i wore were quite small.Pain pain.The whole match ended 4-4 with fariz scoring 3 and zaidi scoring 1. Went ahead with penaltys. We won 5-4,good game indeed.Went back home at 6 plus and reached home at 7.Tireddd....

Even we really cant be friends anymore, I will still always be there for you, listening to your worrys, tackle problems with you, and overcome it together.

2008-08-03T16:53:00.002+08:00

Studying fer practical now..so sian.Yst night went with bernie leon jing hui to watch Money no enough 2,hha.The show was nt too bad, quite enjoy it. Going fer jog le.bye.

Even we can or cant be friends, I'll will be with you till the very end.

2008-08-02T07:58:00.002+08:00

At times, I really dono whether did you actually spare a thought fer my feelings? I am always trying to give in to you,closing one eye and thinking positively. But I dont think you even care about it. But regardless of what, thanks for those memories you gave me. I really treasure it.

2008-08-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

I guess i give up ba. I dont think you have any feelings fer me anyway. Friends will be better.

2008-08-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

its nt the first time.

2008-08-01T11:32:00.002+08:00

lol.today ard 11 plus then wake up.Jing hui called me,i think i was still in my dreams. He asked me was i going fer the movie later.Yeah,i replied.Right after that,my conversation with him became weird. I ask him something that no one will ever understand.lol.I said:"Jing hui, later charge handphone if negative charge how urh?"
He replied,"Urh,negative charge?"
I said,"Ya,later handphone and the charger if charge until negative,how urh?"
Jing hui didnt noe what the hell i was talking bout and I realised I myself also didnt understand what the hell i was talking abt.What negative charge.lol.I guess i thought i was stil in my dreams.hhas.I guess I miss my fone too much le ba since my fone died few days ago,LOL.bye.

2008-07-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

Correction to question 5 *What do you think about yourself?*